Alarm bells which had started to ring recently indicated it was now the time, to finally pay the GP, a visit and to momentarily embrace her with the pleasure of my company. 😉
An ultrasound is now in the pipelines. How do I feel about that one may ask? Well, last time around I ended up in hospital fighting alongside the consultants, for my life. On one hand, I know what to anticipate this time around yet on the other hand, learning the result will determine what happens next…
Meanwhile a diary is to be kept of any pain, the duration of and what foods I eat.
Except, to relive what was quite the nightmarish memory will be very hard going emotionally and mentally but as with then, it is a case of one step at a time, one day at a time.
My children and their happiness come first, above everything and everyone else. I am humbly reminded once more to enjoy and cherish, the now.
Patience will prevail, as will a dose of positivity. Whatever may be decreed by God’s will, have faith that all shall be well… In the end.
~ SJ (Sara Jae)